Well, im troubled (as usual)... there's juz too much of nonsense going around. First, its my home..the pple in here are getting to me..and i'm findin it increasingly difficult to control myself. They really know how to push me to the limits..
But hey... guess that will sort of settle itself once i enter NS.. Its funny how im actually lookin forward to it.
But what's more troubling is the issues that pple around me fail to notice (and im not talkin bout my family here). I mean everywhere I turn, there's a problem that needs to be settled. Its not that I don't wanna help..I want to...Its juz irritating how others (except for 1 or 2) juz COMPLETELY miss the issues...they somehow juz fail to see them. Its either that or they see them, and yet don't do anything about it. Guys..its about time you woke up and smelt the coffee...
And then there's others who say, 'i dun need ur help'..oh come on, if u had the ability to think and behave maturely, you wouldn't be in this predicament in the 1st place! And dun think ya'll are too 'strong' for outside help.. HUMBLE YOURSELVES.
And its really not helping, that i have to enlist on the 9th. I dun like the fact that come that day, there's gonna be one less person that sees the bigger picture. It hurts..whenever I think of wat would happen if nothing is done..Pple, we have a beautiful community..juz don't let it disintegrate and become a has-been. I, for one, will never let that happen..but there's only so much one person can do. I really hope the others will open their eyes more and see how else they can contribute.
Let's stop thinking of what the group can give to us, but what we can give to the group.
Lord, I pray for peace, clarity of mind, wisdom and most of all, Faith.
11:28 PM
.::ME::.
Edward Isaac
22 =)
ak_hybrid@hotmail.com
Youth Liturgy Ministry, CTK
