Reflections.

Wednesday, October 31, 2007

I say, I am.

Staying true...always.
It's in times like these where one's strengths and weaknesses are brought out into the open.
My strengths? I suppose, among others, Optimism and faith in one and all; faith in You..
Weakness? Most prolly will have to be the over-eagerness to help.. among others. I dunno, I cant help it.. it's juz not me to stand by and watch in silence as you suffer on ur own. I may have added to the hurt too...and tt makes it worse. I'm sorry.
The fact remains though, i'll be right here, as always.
Its prolly wise not to intrude..But it's not that im standing by the lines and watching..im right there in it...juz waiting for the time when communication and interaction can be re-established.
When we care abt someone, its natural to hurt when they're hurting and cry when they're crying...and laugh and share the joys as well - The beauty of relationships... I will continue to be who I am..because its worth it.. You're worth it.

I quote from the song playing in the background.. its my fav part of the song...and although the ending part of the song may have lyrics tt dun really match at this point, this part really speaks to me-

"Your Guardian Angel"

I will never let you fall
I'll stand up with you forever
I'll be there for you through it all
Even if saving you sends me to heaven
...

It's okay. It's okay. It's okay.
Seasons are changing
And waves are crashing
And stars are falling all for us
Days grow longer and nights grow shorter
I can show you
I'll be the one

-slowly but surely-

11:45 PM

Tuesday, October 30, 2007

Peace, calm, serenity..and a thankful heart.

Thank you...again.

Things are lookin up :) (hmm..i tend to use this phrase quite a bit in here..)
Im in for the ride and all who are impt are onboard :D
ok, lets see : Exam's in 2 weeks time..but it looks alright la.. We've only got one essay qn and the rest are pretty small timers.. I sooo need to bank on this paper to get my gpa up..
And for the record, Dr.Phil is a pain! I really dunno how he regards himself as a lecturer..and i dunno wat goes thru his mind when he marks..goodness, and there's one more module with him..oh boy.

Anywayy...I had an interesting chat with my sis the other day.. Well, in short, it seems tt her absence for the past 2/3 yrs has actually brought us closer together... Yeah..i dun really talk bout my sis like tt, but apparently, the saying 'absence makes the heart grow fonder' rings true in my case :) She was tellin me abt her time over there and how its comin to a close..and she's become A LOT more polite..lol..
And the biggest thing she spoke to me abt was abt how she's intending to surprise my family by comin back home one night earlier! Yeah..and I'm the only one in the household who knows abt it! lol...its interesting how she told me and not my 2nd sis when they're like WAY closer..you know, the funny IJ girl thingy..haha!
Wats even cooler is the fact tt i'll driving to the airport to pick her up..and she's comin in at midnite :D We planned on how to tell my parents tt i had some engine trouble or a flat tire..to stall for time..hehehe!! (hmm..'stall' for time? excuse the pun..haha)

Oh..and on another note, i had a great time goin visiting with the gang from APMI...felt like i was in sec sch all over again! lol..a truly unique experience in unique outfits.. Totally enjoyed the day out..and Sun marked mum's 55th bday..had a good lunch..so good tt i felt puking-ly full :D wat a lovely weekend

yeah..tts abt all i guess... think i better go sleep before i become more irrational..
peace

- Oh..the blessings :) -

2:08 AM

Friday, October 26, 2007

Hey everyone,
Syazwani here.. aka wani =) or... royalhighness.
I'l be updating on behalf of Mr Edward. G or.. ( ed..can i say i called u dear? )
because he's somehow suffering from the usual bloggers' block now,
but no worries pal,he's on recovery stage.

Anyway,
I chatted with him earlier on..
and he wanted the rest to know this few stuffs

1) about our 'racial harmony' day this coming 27th Oct. Cant wait to see you guys in THAT!

2)his super boring tasks at work

3)and he'll prolly be renting a car in 2 weeks time to bring his beloved GF out for a date and apparently be proposing her later on..hehe..ok ok im just kidding la..his sister is coming back from Aussie..so ya..like that la...

4)Im like one of the people that's on top of his favourite list besides the usuals. hehe .

ok y'll..

signing off,

Royalhighness.. :)

Labels: this is what happened when I dont update the post myself.

12:27 AM

Thursday, October 18, 2007

Man.. I shall say again, I LOVE CANON IN D!!! Its like one of THE best pieces of music around! And well, I juz unearthed this treasure while randomly surfing the net..hope ya'll enjoy this as much as i did.. :D

-Right here waiting-

1:48 AM

Wednesday, October 10, 2007

'The ALL' is...

I ask myself... wats wrong..or wats right rather? Is everything ok?
But all i get are the echoes of the same questions... Its hard to watch
but I know it'll be harder if I intrude
Well, time and space will tell... or so I hope.
And as always, Its about remaining true.

...as, I am

Hmm..guess this will be one of my last posts for a while..
the stupid com at home is dead/dying AGAIN.. and this time, its serious
Dad has decided tt its time we get a new PC.. Glad to hear! But I still feel bad bout it cos
quite a bit of cash went into repairing this old system juz a few months back..gah!!.. oh well
And another prob is tt the laptop in the ofice has to be returned back to the dept it came from..cos they kinda need it back..and somehow, this entire instituition doesn't have enough coms for all their staff.. -_-...

If all goes well, i'll be gettin the nw com next week... the sooner the better man!
And on a side note, Supernatural and Heroes are pretty much the best things tt have happened to the online streaming industry, if u ask me :D If anyone has yet to jump on the bandwagon, trust me, u cant go wrong with these two!! U dunno wat u're missing man!

Ok, off to lunch now...Subway beckons..muahahaha! Till next time...

-We can win this war! (Right?)-

1:40 PM

Sunday, October 07, 2007

Now, here's something tt really cracked me up... cmon, if this doesn't make you laugh, i dunno what will! lol... The innocence and pure joy that's expressed is cause for envy man... :)

12:21 AM

Thursday, October 04, 2007

Finally

(forgive the incoherence, if any :P)

assignments, done!
exams, over!
Dr. *boring* P, gone! (for now)

haha.. im finally free again..albeit for a short while..but hey, its still appreciated :D Henry's back to teach again..yessaaa..he's way better than chris or phil. :D He alr gave us our assignment...but it looks like its gonna be much nicer to do than the ones so far! *onward, i say!*
Looks like things are lookin up for now :) I sense peace, friendship and hope :D
In light of recent events, I choose not to say much. In fact, a lot has been said already... Well, I know my stand..and some others' too. Come what may, I'll stay true to what i believe. So yeah, lets try stop blaming and look toward how and what we can do from her on..
On another note..
Take care in Jk wani! Hope things go well over there.. and hey, i say again, I really admire the work tt u do! Good on u man!... all the way ya?!

3:10 PM