Wow..its amazing how God works. Last Sun at mass, I really felt Him speaking to me through Fr.Stephen's sermon abt perseverance and the song 'Be Not Afraid'. What I heard really hit me. And come to think of it, He wasn't actually comforting me about past events..he was giving me hope & faith...preparing me for things to come..things that would come so hard and fast, tt they would take me by surprise..an unpleasant one at that. I really dunno if everything will work out..but i'm banking on one thing - Faith. It's all i've got right now..for as long as there's even the slightest glimmer of hope, I guess i'd keep trying. The load seems to be getting heavier..but I'm telling myself that the weight is not impossible to bear. I think we all need to have a sense of God-centeredness..as in seriously. Putting Him right smack in the middle of it all and working our lives around Him is by far the best thing we can try and do. I know its difficult..and we can run ourselve to the ground goin about trying to achieve it..but its worth the effort man. And cheesy as it sounds, faith, hope & love are the only things, besides God, that are goin to keep us goin. I know we're all human and tend to lose sight of Him every now and then.. but i guess we juz gotta keep asking ourselves why we're here in the 1st place and how much we actually want to be His desciple/servant. I know I can't be perfect...but i can always be better than I am right now..i guess tts why i keep trying. Individual efforts aside, we gotta band together if we wanna see things happen. The energy that'll be rubbing off one another will be enough to spur each other on. We juz have to make that effort to move. Oh well.. guess my recent posts have been rather emo. Its juz that things aren't too smooth sailing right now.. But hey, i know that life aint exactly a bed of roses la ;) Juz felt like pouring out wat i feel..that's wat the blog is for anyway :D I dun intend to put anyone off..and i'm not sending hidden messages to anyone telling them to lay off. Thanks to everyone who has shown concern..I'm fine :D Juz need to let off some steam, that's all. Let's juz keep praying for each other and try to be better Christians ya? :)
-Be with us-
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.::ME::.
Edward Isaac
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ak_hybrid@hotmail.com
Youth Liturgy Ministry, CTK
