Hmm..its almost 1.30 now and i juz finished having a long chat with my sis..its weird cos i dun really talk to her for more than 5 mins normally. She was tellin me bout stuff tts been goin on with my family and it has juz confirmed all my doubts/suspicions.. come on..did they really think i was stupid? oh boy..im really not doin too well right now..the hurt runs deep..real deep. Im tryin my best to be brave and keep the faith..alhtough its almost impossible right now. All along, i've tried my best not to let the things tt happen at home affect me outside..for i always wanted to be MYSELF..a happy, cheerful lad to those ard me.. But i suppose, rite now, tt cant be done..i'm feelin it.. I really hope tt things would be resolved real soon..I dunno how much more i can take man. Im hanging on..for now.. Its a dumb thing to ask, but i really hope tt these events dun change anything for me.
Lord, be with me
1:25 AM
.::ME::.
Edward Isaac
22 =)
ak_hybrid@hotmail.com
Youth Liturgy Ministry, CTK
